haiz. i just changed my blogskin.
i just found out that i am in such of precarious position now.
geog- the geog teacher just sits there, as pale as a ghost, as lifeless as a corpse.
sitting there only to click the mouse and let us copy down notes from powerpoint. from the first
geog lesson till now she haven really taught us anything but to let us copy notes. this is totally different from last year. ms aw! where are you? come back and grant us your wisdom!
this year i must realyl depend on my textbook, my handouts and myself. teachers just stand aside since they dont really help us. im really worried now. will this affect our GPA?

my mind is filled with the unknown. with the sun shining no more, i will not give up.
what keeps me going is the will to perseverere. obstacles are just like your enermies, sheding your mind with arrows of doom and evil, pulling you down into the abyss of darkness..once fallen in you can do nothing but to panic in fear. darkness befallens and light cease to exist. and in the dead silence you could feel your adrenaline rushing in your body, with your heart rate increasing. stress and pressure builds up. im confused.
the insanity of the invulnerable strikes you down with a streak of thunder..leaving you in a shell shock that haunts you even after you die..the cohesion of the allies are nothing of good but a burden that brings you down. i am vexed.
the cause of the collapsed; i cannot do things with ease, always awaring of the danger behind the brutal truth. the morality and the courage in me almost cease to exist.
surrounded by profanities and porn stuff in class everyday.
richard is just like an obstacle that is trying to bring me down. corrupting my mind with the unspeakable. but i shall not relent and adhere. it is the will that keeps me concentrated and filtering out the impure. life goes on even if not in your favour. it is the morality that still showers arrows of light onto the darkness filled with the oposing forces, shattering them and wiping out the whole species. the damage isnt great, but it crumples the mind and morale of the other side.
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