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Saturday, May 31, 2008
hais. my flight is at 1am later. leaving my house at 10pm. abt 2 more hrs to go. i dunno why like i dont want to leave T.T i know im supposed to be excited and happy..but i dunno why i just feel very 舍不得 somehow. i figured out the reason. i am going to miss you so much that i really cant wait to see you again in sch. >.< timothy has agreed to learn qian shan wan shui with me on piano xD haha. i finish first page le. timo jiayou xD i guess after a few more hrs i wont be able to touch my piano till 14 days later. i had too much to tell you. rawr i dun wan to leave! =( suddenly forgot what i wanted to write. hais. i really hate the holidays. i cant wait for sch to reopen, then we can be together again, most importantly, i can see you xD hais. dunno what im bringing lah. im bringing my laptop there but sadly i dun think there is internet there. im bringing my handphone an mp3 charger, memory stick, cables etc. i didnt have appetite to eat anything today. wl timo watching narnia now..many people said that its nice.. hais. suddenly feel anxious and nervous for no reason, heartbeat increase. i bet i will be school-sick. i know, i weird lols./ i will miss my piano. hais. i wonder how much will i deprove after coming back to singapore 14 days later. hais. i will miss singapore. i will miss my piano. i will miss all of you. every single one that made my life better and more exciting. i will miss you. =/ no matter where i am, my heart will always be with you. <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 Friday, May 30, 2008 today went to do the maths video at ernest house with xuning and ernest. rawr weichia in china having fun like siao. nvms. anw. we sort of got of video done le. except we are having some problems with windows movie movie maker. we import the video in, play the video, can only hear our voice, no image footage at all. Zzz. maybe one day the problem will be settled. hais. damn bored. i just realised that i hate holidays. yes i hate hols! now in the holiday everyone like soo quiet, as if they vanished from the world rawr. i prefer the hectic school life lah. even though got test and stress e.g. but at least you won't be as bored right. that's how i think lah. haha. i miss last minute chioning lol. last time chiong test and hw lol now suddenly so bored. maybe im too used to the hectic school life. i miss the days where me and timo played piano together in school i miss geoffrey and weichia because they never fail to made life more exciting sian. now damn bored. im going china on sat night. i dunno why i dun look forward. maybe i have too much happy memories in singapore. and i will be gone for 2 weeks siao! walao! that means i cannot play piano for 2 weeks! omg. might as well kill me! i everyday at least play 2 hrs a day no jk. waji.. 晴天 借口 蒲公英的约定 彩虹 甜甜的 secret sweet bye and bye piano battle variations 1 and 2 kungfu dunk soundtrack variations 不能说得秘密 soundtrack variations i played all these and recorded it in my phone.. still got other songs i wanted to record but my phone bo memory liao. walao. im going to bring all my scores there. i have no idea how serious i will miss my piano and you. timo, i cant wait to play piano with you together again in sch, but you remember to practice the secret 4 hand piece song, i play higher you lower. hais. 2 weeks. 14 days. i really play piano like siao just now! and i plan to continue xD ruowei and sarah both grade 8 kias, ruowei worst diploma. both piano imba like siao and they are my motivation, to learn secret's douqin 3 on piano, since i already learned variation 1 and 2. somemore timo the qingtian so pro. hais. guess i have to do alot of catching up once i return. i promise. timo, piano and jogging really dorminate our life now. it rocks anyway. shit. somemore overthere in china no internet, how i visit my jaychou fansite? how i bloghop? how i listen to piano online? rawr whatever lah. the most i try to delete some jay chou songs to record the piano variations. i just have so much to say before i leave singapore. the only thing i cant leave without my piano and you. i have this sudden urge to just hug and never let go. you are just like my heart, without you my life will be imcomplete. piano, my passion, my music. i really just cant leave you behind. on week 4 of hols dun sms me or call or ask me out cus i will be at home playing piano. im severely behind schedue. &its forever. piano. jaychou. Monday, May 26, 2008  damn messy table after much homeworking and mugging =.= mealworms! hmm..must put one in pinky's shirt one day HAHAHA =P beautiful sunrise taken at sch in a random morning and a random mood. "UGLY CURRY PUFF" saw this at starbucks. "UGLIER CURRY PUFF" wthhh this pic was taken quite long time ago. sian M!8! listening music using 2 media players, playing same song at same time my laptop. random pic. just to give you a idea how messy my table was. (not the messiest)sian. no pics le. the rest all boring one. today training was damn slack. i cant really seem to find any goals in my life meaningless and boring, will be 2 words i descibe my life. somehow i have this weird weird feeling in my heart, feels damn... =X hais. today listened to my mp3, somehow it played damn emo and sad songs haha. made me feel so nostalgic and sad? haha. sian. Sunday, May 25, 2008 Timo told that he isnt going for SMO today. still down with fever etc. get well soon. meanwhile, im wondering how am i going to survive the day with homeworks, boredom and loneliness. how can i finish mastering sweet bye and bye if timo isnt there? hais. maybe i should go watch barney on kids central, if not jaychou's 2007 concert dvd. at least weichia get to eat sharks fin , at least timo get to play counterstrike on his laptop i have nothing. no games or whatsoever. nothing. i suddenly felt like crying. nothing much. must be the aftermath of too much emoing? yea. and i just realised how lucky i am to be here in singapore. something random lah. and timothy, cheerup man. your blogposts are emo. i know how you feel. that emptiness. i am here and will always be there for you no matter what happens. i believe that even though WC is in china, he will be thinking of S, slam dunk and us. we will always be your utmost support. timo, i will always be there for you, when you are emoing or feeling sad, we can always go practice secret 4 hand piece on the piano tgt in sch. yes, douqin 3 is damn difficult. but cmon, you can do it. i believe that you can play it for me once term 3 arrives. dont despair, dont emo. its not the end of the world, but the emptiness in our hearts can never be filled up, be it music and laughter. but, me and wc will always be your best fren no matter what happens. cmon man, show me the " XD" Friday, May 23, 2008 changing blogskin. timothy get well soon xD Tuesday, May 20, 2008 sian. today was just like normal, except piano really rocked at the foyer. timo's qingtian was bloody imba -.- die im stuck with LA! someone help! ah. suddenly sucked so much at artefacts and im trying to fabricate some nonsense out of my tiny brain for the solid reflections of TKAM. meanwhile, should i attempt playing douqin 3 timothy? Sunday, May 18, 2008 urgh i feel so hot. walaooooo still must do LA artefact i just found out lah. i dunno why i have no idea or anything on how to do an tkam artefact. i dunno why. like i suddenly become so stupid. ohno. the feeling is back. these few days my mood is like the lousiest lah. like all the way at the bottom of a pit. so dark so dark./ cus got the damn earthquake, i watch tv see those ppl like so .. >.< see see want cry le. then now half of my fringe gone. oh great even more emo. on tuesday you can see me and timo wearing the same cap. sorry my mood is damn lousy now >.< i want someone to help me... i feel damn lousy.. i feel damn emo... i feel damn anxious... i feel damn nervous... i feel damn screwed... someone help me brian come back to S'pore quick i want go out with you. im always damn happy when im with you lah. ,like all troubles fly away. urgh. feel like shouting some profanities. timothy and weichia like suddenly so quiet i feel damn hot and tired. like erm. as if i need a bottle of cold water then pour on my head. walao my hair is damn screwed also. walao. i want to die i want to die close my eyes and see darkness close my eyes and see darkness like live in a world of fantasy like live in a world of fantasy no troubles no troubles no worries no worries no more emoing no more emoing i want to die simple request yet cant be granted. ..."like a living corpse" i need help.. but no one help me. Saturday, May 17, 2008 刮风这天我试过握着你手 但偏偏雨渐渐大到我看你不见 还要多久我才能够在你身边 等到放晴那天也许我会比较好一点 从前从前有个人爱你很久 但偏偏雨渐渐把距离吹得好远 好不容易又能再多爱一天 但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜 你是友情还是错过的爱情 i got more lvl camp pics to upload later xD now need to chiong tuition homework! urgh later got tuition! Friday, May 16, 2008 hello! (: haha. bored. so post some lvl camp picsxD credits : Nicole~!  handsome isaac and handsome instructor calvin! bestie fishball! haha. captains ball! lol so many ppl after (one) ball(s)!   richmond, yiren and me on LOLipops! random pic of campside. mr yeo found this on the shore! damn nice right! instructor kai lee, nicole and Eli! grp pic xD fishball and jump shot of isaac xD gladiator! woah. like going for war liddat haha   zhenwen! Eli, richmond and yiren. haha. richmond and yiren, got chio girl ah? water rafting! LOL TIE YOUR HAIR! matrix revo! lol. i stoning xD. damn sian-ed. fishballllllllllllllllllll fishball posting beside instructor! debrieffffffffffffffff yes? lols. all look so sian. i at top right hand corner even more sian-ed can see singapore? covered by cloudsssss (dark) camp 1st dayxD eli, pinky and yz haha richmond and jinzhi colourful yellow face! wow haha.once again credits from nicole xD yozxzxzxzx. i just woke up! slept like a pig after coming back home -.- haha. lvl camp not bad lah. walao now dunno why got all those cheers in my head lols. dunman oi! lols. i miss that KFC instruction lah. that guy damn funny. lvl camp the food still okay bah, the veg quite suck i never eat one then mmm..shit lah i forgot le! then bathing part is damn funny! yesterday i went to bathe, got yulong and yiqi inside. yulong: oi quickly bath leh i want to bathe liao! yiqi: i just come only lah, still got one more cubicle you come in lah yulong : ok lah whatever, omg yiqi bathing with his underwear on! yiqi: walao you don't biantai leh yulong: everyone come see yiqi's butt and penis! yiqi: oi dun be liddat leh! me: =.= afterthat got more ppl come bathe one of them said: oi wtf quickly bathe lah we no time liao then someone shouted: fuck you lah i scratching my balls dun disturb yulong: wah yiqi i come in later then you but i bathe quickly then you leh yiqi: ahya i finishing le you go out first leh i need to change my underwear yulong:i want to see! me: =.= lol. damn dunny. ohya! still got the MOM! zhaohong! everytime before we sleep the whole yr 2 boys will shout in the dorm:" GOODNIGHT ZHAOHONG!!" lols. wake up le they will shout:" GOOD MORNING ZHAOHONG! damn guailan. then camp fire i acted as Mask selamat, wore the mask lol. jinzhi wore a bandana damn chio. haha. got to know yiren, richmond, jinzhi and isaac. they all damn nice. sian. these few days miss timo and other class ppl like siao. ohya the lucky things is that i can sleep beside weichia muahaha. FO~CUS!~ lol. geoffrey told me something damn funny bout timo geoffrey:" oi wc and sitong, you know timo damn guailan when he sleep leh. yesterday he sleep that time, the lights off le then he go do situps and pushups on his bed, then he the middle of the night he go shout vulgar" lol. timo damn cool lah when he wear his cap sideways then yesterdaygrp 17 and 18 were asked to do dinner duty.. we went to the jetty, carried breakfirst and dinner :/ jinzhi carried one whole carton of dinner worh 20 kg up the slopes. omg. i carried the supper! cake! was quite heavy lurhs i go up the slope want to die die le. then muahaha i ate 2 icecreams Hahah xD hah. i secretly took some pics using my phone will post next time. xD Monday, May 12, 2008 sian. just packed finished. today went LT1 to see sarah and ruowei piah piano haha. imba grade 8 and diploma lols. then timothy shy, so didnt play..then after sarah and ruo went off for choir we stayed there and play for 20mins. then we went to foyer to piah again. walao. timothy the qingtian is really imba like siao. so play until so well i sit there can fall in love with him ah. lols. walao. im emoing now cause i cannot play my jiekou for 4 days. i cant touch my beloved for 4 days. siao. i everyday at least piah 2 hrs one leh. walao...sian. how to be enthu if my whole mind is filled with jay chou and piano ? walao. =.=lll timothy got his whole fringe cut off by QB house then he emoed like siao. then i purposely go play those sibei kan sad song made him even more sad. lols. timothy just cry it out and emo all you want! cause that's how i felt when i got my sucky haircut. sian. lvl camp gonna be sucky without timo and wc. bye. for 4 days Sunday, May 11, 2008 hello! (: okay. apparently im busy packing and now im squeezing my precious time to update xD haha. walao. the packing list they say must bring one old shoe that to be thrown away de. but i only got one old converse shoe that i bought 2 yrs ago and it is size 9 =.= now i wearing size 11 =.= siao. how to squeeze? die lah me T_T then today went out with brian ! haha. went to cathay to watch movie first. we watched Nim's island..it was nice (; BUT. we watch like half of the movie, then whole screening blackout lols. then the lights at the side also turned on as if the movie ended =.= then one man walked in and said " i sorry to tell you that our film machine has overheated and broke down =.= you all can redeem another free movie ticket of any movie on any other day." walao. me and brian was like stoning there.. can't believe this happened. lols. nvms lurhs. anw straight after that we went to lan! haha the emax lan below on the 5 storey xD lols we 1v1 dota haha. so fun. then after that me and brian tag team solo the computer five hero all insane mode but we playing WTF mode, so can use skill without mana cost. haha. then after that went to eat LUNCH at 5pm =.= haha. then after that nth much le. lols brian rocks xD some pics haha. lols miraculously my usb cable worked again =.=lll  brian trying to gulp ice lemon tea cause cant bring into mrt station xD lols. random pic. kaishin used my blog url! haha xD random pic of whiteboard drawn by girls xD the movie screen, managed to secretly take a shot cause the man was desperately trying to fix the problem. close up - toilet at 3 storey of cathay. lols say dun flush.school toilet say must flush leh! so flush or dun flush?! bye back to packing =/ Saturday, May 10, 2008 看着你哭泣的脸 对着我说再见 来不及听见 你已走得很远 也许你已经放弃我 也许已经很难回头 我知道是自己错过 请再给我一个理由 说你不爱我 就算是我不懂 能不能原谅我 请不要把分手当作你的请求 我知道坚持要走是你受伤的借口 请你回头我会陪你一直走到最后 就算没有结果我也能够承受 我知道你的痛是我给的承诺 你说给过我纵容沉默是因为包容 如果要走请你记得我 =/ hello everyone xD haha i not emo alr. yay im going lan and movies with brian tomorrow! and next comes lvl camp! woah so exited =.= sian. just chionged finished my stupid assignment in like 15 minutes? lol. dunno why suddenly feel like eating kfc haha. lalala. haha im happy xD Friday, May 9, 2008 nothing much. just wanted to write some crap here after much emoing. why's all these happening? why do i feel lonely and helpless all the time? while timothy and weichia are in the midst of rejoicing and lamenting over my bad luck of getting 79% for geog instead of 80% i really cant seem to do much. to smile? to cry?to throw tantrums? all i've ever did was to keep silent. hoping that something good may happen after all these bad lucks. why do i always turn to music and piano when im feeling down? with that white earphones, hearing and listening to the familiar nostalgic songs over and over again. i wasn't really listening and hearing. seriously. i dun know what's going on. i so wanted to join dota competition, but those dota pro and dota kias like richard and yulong will own the own competition. if i join, i may just serve as a extra hero/ creeps for them to kill. timothy and weichia are besties. timothy, thank you so much for following me to LTs when i wanted to piah piano and cheering me up. weichia, i love you for listening to me when i flooded you with vulgarities over the phone. tengyao, doesn't seem to attract timo and weichia much right now. maybe she has became passe, alright and over. im just listening to the same song over and over again right now. http://www.gangqinpu.com/html/5004.htm click the media box above the score to listen. hais. i wanted to talked to her so much. i have so many things to say. but i just kept silent. im sorry. maybe i wasn't good enough? im sorry. i dunno why im just emoing continuously rite now. nothing seems to cheer me up. maybe the only thing that makes me smile is that im going out with Brian on sunday to go Lan. so long never go out with him le. i dunno why im listening to the same jay chou song over and over again. it makes me more emo and sad. but i cant stop listening. this is addiction. to me, what's life? go to school, get straight As, go back home, chiong projects and homework, sleep the next morning wake up and the whole damn cycle repeats. wow. i have never given up on you. never. 你是友情，好事错过的爱情？ Thursday, May 8, 2008 walao. i missed my geog A+ by 1 percent. >< like what mr sng said, yes tough luck i emoed throughout today. ireally cant believe it. i missed my chinese A+ by 2 percent, LA A+ by 2 percent and geog A+ by 1 percent. ... so what you expect me to do? bang the damn piano for whole day just to play my douqin and jiekou like some no life kia? walao. i seriously cant believe this lurhs. sian. i go squat at the corner to emo can anot? Zzz Monday, May 5, 2008 hello babes and punks im back muahaha. woah. i really OWNED this whole school term lol. my science, A+ maths, A+ LA rolesheets, artefacts altogether i got 49/60 haha. Zzz. Zzz. haha. lols. okay. today so sian i slept on bus haha. damn tired. first period was PE..walao damn sian ZZZ nothing much larhs.. (fastforward) LVL CAMP BRIEFING D: my groupings T_T stupid geoffrey got into same grp as iris T_T in my grp i only know ruowei, nicole and rachel zzz and theres only 5 boys out of 20 ppl.. i dont even know the 5 boys lurhs -.- liddat not fun already lorh. no weichia, no timothy, no geoffrey, no ernest, no dillon, no fabian, play what shit? game over liao lorh =.= sian. then it seriously will be damn boring. somemore the boys are bathing together. shall i repeat eh? THE BOYS ARE BATHING TOGETHER. YES. WITH NO DOORSs. WOW. HOW COOL IS THIS? ya right =.= bathe with some kias that i dun even know -.- siao. somemore if we really bathe together in such a small cubicle, our ____ may rub against each others body lurh. Zzz. no privacy at all.. wow. wow. wow. dunmanhigh. not bad eh? so how? easy lurh. pon lorhs. lol. no way am i going to flash and bathe with some ppl i dunno. lol. who want pon with me? ohya today geoffrey told me something damn ridiculous . he said:" this is not the beggining of the end, but the end of the beggining." lols. chim i dun understand. haha. Sunday, May 4, 2008 walao. my usb cable also not working Zzz =.= ohya. btw. the eportfolio really is a pieece of shit. die >< my memory stick duo adaptor isnt working. cant insert the memory card into comp >< hais. i try using usb. hello. later upload pics xD haha. now chionging script for chinese. walao. the e-portfolio sucks larh. must redo. this was what weichia said , "fuck lah..must redo the fucking portfolio again.." lols. =/ Friday, May 2, 2008 haha. nice poem below isn't it? lols. i was emoing at home alone. then my stupid itunes again choose all those sad songs. made my damn nostalgic =X haha. lol. really. only music can express my emotions haha. lols. sian. i dunno what to post ah! writing nonsense! danv owihf chifeifbveibfiuexiwjebijsbfi bdibao haha. lols. later class dinner at toapayoh. lols. some baby language: lalala bobobobo hahahah yoyoyo mamama papapapa mememe lols. i dunno what im talking! haha. this is nonsense what (: ARGH. MY DEAREST ITUNE PLS STOP PLAYING SAD SONGS! MAKE ME WANT TO CRY LIAO! %$@$%*@&% lols. crash the animosity. wonderful. swans outcasted by the melody. follow the rhythm, let the warble flow in your heart. a series of highs and lows. life dorminated unlikened to have your say. very well not to protest. in the paths ahead welcomed by joy and laughter, sorrow and anguish. sharps or flats, i rather it be natural. overwhelmed with mutitudes of emotions. smile and listen. to your heart. ventilating thoughts. let the melody play. all the unexpected obstacles and grief. all the helplessness. all the loneliness. all hidden well in heart. like a mocking bird in a cage. desperately trying to fly to freedom. give a smile. your heart's not co-operating. all those fond memories. nothing but part of history. go back to the past to relive. will circumstances allow? to part with people whom we all shared joy and laughing with, profanities voiced in controversy disagreements. longing. accompanied by the drunking melody. now, so? longing to return to the time with no confusions. how does the world revolve around us? very much not. thou revolves around the world. those emotions. cant seemed to be easy to deal with. to feel helpless when you have no where to start with. accompanied by sighs and anxiety, very much of confusion, time is antagonizing. alone. only accompanied by the rhythm of chords and melody. listen with your heart. decipher the hidden messages contained within. it very much smooths your mind. calm your emotions. downs or ups. just like this post. not monotonous. ups and downs. turn your head to the side. wow. ups and downs. life goes on. =/ |
