nothing much. just wanted to write some crap here after much emoing.
why's all these happening?
why do i feel lonely and helpless all the time?
while timothy and weichia are in the midst of rejoicing and lamenting over my bad luck of getting 79% for geog instead of 80%
i really cant seem to do much. to smile? to cry?to throw tantrums?
all i've ever did was to keep silent. hoping that something good may happen after all these bad lucks. why do i always turn to music and piano when im feeling down?
with that white earphones, hearing and listening to the familiar nostalgic songs over and over again. i wasn't really listening and hearing.
seriously. i dun know what's going on. i so wanted to join dota competition, but those dota pro and dota kias like richard and yulong will own the own competition. if i join, i may just serve as a extra hero/ creeps for them to kill.
timothy and weichia are besties.
timothy, thank you so much for following me to LTs when i wanted to piah piano and cheering me up. weichia, i love you for listening to me when i flooded you with vulgarities over the phone.
tengyao, doesn't seem to attract timo and weichia much right now.
maybe she has became passe, alright and over.
im just listening to the same song over and over again right now. http://www.gangqinpu.com/html/5004.htm
click the media box above the score to listen.
hais.
i wanted to talked to her so much. i have so many things to say.
but i just kept silent. im sorry.
maybe i wasn't good enough?
im sorry.
i dunno why im just emoing continuously rite now. nothing seems to cheer me up.
maybe the only thing that makes me smile is that im going out with Brian on sunday to go Lan.
so long never go out with him le.
i dunno why im listening to the same jay chou song over and over again. it makes me more emo and sad. but i cant stop listening. this is addiction.
to me, what's life?
go to school, get straight As,
go back home, chiong projects and homework,
sleep the next morning wake up and the whole damn cycle repeats.
wow.

i have never given up on you. never.
你是友情，好事错过的爱情？

4:50 AM
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