hais. sian.
this few days is damn kinda screwed x:
like everything doesnt have the right outcome
it just doesnt happen the right way
its making life so unbearable.
with all these setbacks and stuffs
hais. dear lyd told me, " sitong ar, you must stand on your own feet .."
i tried, i did
but that comes with emptiness and loneliness
that sight when your frens abandon you,
when you suddenly felt that you were surrounded by strangers,
and thats when you wonder, " are they truely your friends?"
or are they kinda fiend?
when you have choices
do you not choose the right one?
maybe there were people who think that im a bad company,
a bad student,
one who does all day is to live and rot in his bad character
well thats what you all thinkk
this so called theory or hypo is so gonna be busted
appearance is deception
have you ever seen whats inside me?
i dont expect an answer,
maybe this is what you called life
when i did badly for tests,
my mum told me "hey cheerup man! you did your best! this isn't a thing for you to worry"
no one saw all that hard work behind the scenes
and the most interesting thing abt my life is that i will never get what i want.
haha i should just be a guy who's living in a world of his own
no one really understands me anyway
hais. i should just turn on my ipod whole day long and heads down
maybe jogging makes me feel better hahah xD
..
"Sometimes even to live is an act of courage. "

5:04 AM
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