my lappie is still as screwed as it is ><
and my this internet explorer 8 sucks ):
hais. somethings really cant be expressed as words o:
if only someone knows how i feel now D:
my face is deceiving, it doesnt tell you the truth
sian. out of a sudden everything has been taken away from me o:
and it happens without a cause or reason
the happiness before that is just like a dream
so real yet virtual o:
i long for it, yet things become difficult
and its painful to wake up :x
hmm i think i really need some company D:
ever since sch ended i like turn into a introvert ._.
somehow i have this urge to tell people how i really felt this few days without sch ):
and somehow i cant :/
yeah, and i miss gemma.
hope most of us will be united again next year o:
mummy is having pms i think D: she keep throwing tantrums at me ):
i feel so helpless and lonely D:
but what can i do?
everything just goes down my throat and thats it
i tolerate
sometimes life is unfair ):
i really want my com to be what it is before D:
it feels so like a stranger to me now
hais. everything gone suddenly
i ask why, no one answers ):
and yes, i definitely want my WC3 and PRO EVOLUTION SOCCER 11 back ):
helplessness is really painful D:
sian training tmr, i'll try to upload that 79 gemma pics if i've time

6:10 AM
Up, up, and away!