I realized how time passed so fast. Before you even realized, before you want to take one step further to save it in your memory, before you can cherish and take pride in it, its gone. Like a dandelion that scatters its pedals into thin air after flowering. Man, i think that secondary school life is really my best times in life so far, despite that there are so many obstacles, so much stress, so many complexities to face alone, but its more or less carefree. Or is it not?

I kinda like to reminisce on things that reminds me of happiness, for that period of time and precise moment when i really felt happy, when i really felt that the whole world was mine. All those memories never fail to light up my world and at least divorce my presence with reality. I hope this can carry on man, i'm going to continue to try making my life carefree, and set my hopes into the future where amazing happens. Believe it or not, good things really do happen to all of us, its just a matter of time, and whether you find it and feel it or not.

Cheers (:

Hey bloggers! Phew, i'm glad that i survived through this week. Its a week where i felt so nervous and anxious, its like you know something major's going to happen to you and then at this point of time your heart beats so fast. Maths test and Project Work was kinda fine, i did my best, i think that's what is important. Its the sincerity that counts, but it doesn't mean that if you have prepared for it you'll ace it. That's the major cut off for it ): Haha now i'm desperatetely trying to strike a balance between studies and play. i admit that i've been studying too much for the week, but nothing's too much when it comes to studying. Now I think it has became a part of my life, maybe i'm too accustomed to it? If you wanna do well in something, undeniably you have to make it become part of your life, where you don't have to see it as a burden, but it comes naturally out of you and flows like a melody, even though it ends, but it has left a memory that is forever etched on your heart. On the side note, i'm been dwelling on what's wrong with me. I always have this feeling of being unsecure, you can count it as feeling empty deep inside. Like what i've said, the important thing in life is to find a world that belongs to you, find a world that gives your life meaning and significance, such that you have a purpose and aim in life. I feel that everyone exists for a purpose, whether to serve, to enlighten, to listen or to care. When you find the world that belongs to you it seriously changes your perspectives on life, and it gives emotional attachment to people that made it possible. What do you guys think are reasons that makes you feel empty deep inside? When you pursue something in life, what happens after that?
Haha, i think i'm a person that counts on to interaction with people, it leaves an impression deeper and of more value, than a simple text.
Damn, i really need to pursue things in life that gives me happiness. Everyone's perception on the vague term 'happiness' is different, and that is what makes us unique. It can be simply having a match of basketball, or having known that the others is happy. Oh man, my dream is actually to play a piece on a grand piano in a large dimly lit hall, with only one audience, and that's the person that i value in my life.
Go find it, find your happiness!


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LOL, Dwayne Wade is hilarious, what if someone tries to dunk now (Y)

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Up, up, and away!

Friday, April 16, 2010