Yeap, this is dusk! haha sometimes its good to really put down everything, take off things from your mind and feel the city beat. Thats how i feel the rhythm of my life heheheh. OK my point is that i don't spent on my time on books and stuffs, its just my way of life and sense of purpose that keeps me all hyped up for being good at everything. Or at least somethings ^^
School's starting real soon and i thought my holidays just started or something. Haha sometimes i feel as if i'm on a period or something, everything's just not right urgh, like you can't really fit your mood into the situation and you have to make the best out of whatever you have. i think i just fear that when all the stress starts coming in suddenly you just feel so lost that all the confidence you have built up over so long come crashing down on you in a split second. Haha and you can only help yourself, no one else will. Heheh i hope next semester will be a good one for me, ok more of a smooth one i rather. I've got a real big oppotunity to realise my dream of being involved in aerodynamics (thanks to YDSP), got a whole lot of stuffs to learn and study for, and of course i ask myself how can i contribute to the people around me. It will be a tough one for me, but everyone's going through the same thing, the only difference you can make is to have a heart for it. Like Basketball, it's more than a game..there's friendship, respect, understanding for one another and of course your own expectations. Its everywhere. i'm gonna to be a child at heart forever, or else nothing is fun and you get your happiness from no where at all.
Lol so yeah, its really interesting how people can have a good life without making efforts.
Haha Good luck for term 3, i have a feeling that it will be dope to the max, just wait and see!


Peace! <3
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