Haven really updated in a long time yeah?
hahah i think i have a new commitment in life. It feels like you're returning to your parent's warm hug and that arterial burst of love just flows like rain.
Oh man, i really don't know what to say because i don't know how to express that feeling out from your heart totally, like you can really only experience it from your heart and no one can share that feeling with you.
LOL i sound like i'm talking in rhymes but ohwell, school's coming to an end and i think this year has been really great for me, be it academically or aesthetically. I did what i should and i earned what i deserved. times where we shared happiness together, shared laughter or maybe even world depression, but we still made it till the end. I really put a lot of effort and thoughts into my life to make it "perfect" so that i will leave no regrets. Haha actually many of the times, i rather have courage to commit a mistake than not doing it at all. I think its just a matter of whether you want your life to be colourful or not because be it good or bad, all these parts and parcel make up our memories and its all those little areas of imperfectness that make everything seem perfect. I realized that i had a lot a lot of chances previously, to try out new stuffs, but i didn't have the courage to attempt. But at least for now i know that as long as i live life meaningfully and walk the correct path, i can still watch the fireworks at the end (:

5:14 AM
Up, up, and away!