Haven't really blog for a long long time! haha just like 24 seconds on the shotclock, i'm making good use of every single one of the 24 hours i have to build up on my confidence and self esteem.
i realized that you'll lose yourself when you don't have any goals in mind, especially at times where everyone's going ahead of you. And the most scary part of it is that you'll even neglect people's love for you and that's unfair. To me the trick of regaining your own status is to work on your strengths and what makes you feel good. Because no one in the world is perfect, there will always be people better than you, or be worst than you. At the same time there is no exact definition to 'what is better' because although other people may be better than you in an aspect, but hey check this out, i've a trick up my sleeve than you can't do it. That's my point, Kobe bryant represents basketball, but he doesn't have the brains of Mark Zuckerberg.
Damn it, i realized that sometimes i can't rely on other people. Not that i don't want, but sometimes is i can't. I thought relying on the others could give you results that depending on yourself can't give you. But it doesn't work. When you have 3.0 seconds left on the shotclock and you have possession, will you go for the game winning shot or look for a pass?
See, this is a matter of trust.
Go figure (;

6:52 AM
Up, up, and away!