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Friday, April 22, 2011
 With power comes responsibility, with passion comes pride. Never again stand alone in this battle that never ends, the only competitor worth your fear is yourself. Don't ever step out of the field knowing that you didn't give your best. This is the moment, this is our moment. Let this moment begin, for souls are waiting to be enlightened. And to be lead. SHSC <3 Sunday, February 27, 2011  Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear. <3 Saturday, February 5, 2011 
Sneak preview of the Air Jordan 3 retros. Haha haven't updated in a while man! So much has happened this while, so much to say, so few oppotunities to say, and im speaking less and less. What an irony! I'm going to wish all of you guys a Happy Chinese New Year on this page and continue rocking in whatever your endeavours are. So many things have happened so far and it is really like "first times".. Stepping out to be a leader.. entering Pre-University Seminar, Buying my Air Jordan Sneakers, being independent, walking alone in paths of my life. Haha Life is very unfair, there are many times when you have to walk alone in this path..but you won't regret it at the end. This year i think i really stepped out of my comfort zone, highlighting my personalities, sharing my thoughts, my music, my game with all of you guys out there. I think most importantly i am more comfortable with a need for courage in many circumstances. If you dont want to regret in life, then put in your best effort in whatever you do.. it is something like i would rather regret doing it than not doing it haha. So many stuffs have happened and my life's more.. calm i guess, not so much of a roller coaster anymore. I won't call it dull but at least my life's peaceful and i'm looking out for each and every oppotunity for me to insert fireworks in it, prove myself to the world and so at least i've not lived for nothing for the past 17 years. Times past, people left and passed, but memories will last. I want to thank all the ones whom i love because you guys are the reason why i held on to my faith and did what i thought was impossible. I really appreciate stuffs like facebook and twitter because that really connected me to the other end of the world. I know i' ll be in for more tough challenges in time to come, it's a new chapter for my maturity and knowledge and i want it to be as loud as sforzando. peace <3
Friday, January 7, 2011  As those of you who know or may not know, I am a considerable sentimental person. I don’t know whether it is beneficial to me or not but right now I’m saying that’s my Achilles heel. I really look into every single detail in feelings for something, somewhere, or even someone..it is just like when you are playing beethoven or Chopin, you can’t overlook every single dynamic detail in their music or you’re going to ruin it. There’s a stereotype about guys that they bleed more than they cry. That’s not true for me and im hating it. IDGAF who you are to me or how long you have known me, but as long as you did something for me or went through something with me, you’re added to my ‘Favourites’ List in my heart. I may appear indifferent about all this but it is just that I don’t show it on my face, I feel it using my heart and I remember every single detail so that I can do something for you given a chance next time because I am sentimental. I think the worst of it is that it makes it difficult to part with people. When my grandma passed away in 2009, I cried my heart out every single day till no more voice comes out. And now another good friend of mine is leaving me to somewhere with more hopes for the future. I think the reason why it is so difficult to part is because of what we went through together, the inside jokes that we laughed at, the times we spent witnessing changes together. All these years of memories, of laughter, of sadness and right now I’m going to walk all these paths we once walked together alone. That makes me really sad. When you look at me I may seem cheerful and sunny as a guy, but sometimes it is just me putting on a strong front in school because you know when you have friends who bang each other every single time when they meet, it’s quite difficult to feel alone and all that. But what I’m talking about is times when I’m alone, after all the busy rush hours in day time and memorizing formulae for physics and all that shit, you realize that you are back to your real self, you return back to your inner world. And what makes me hard to swallow is when you are tossing and turning in bed while the clock strikes 0000 and you just can’t sleep. Because somehow, SOMEHOW, those memories that gave you ripples and all that emotional shit comes back to you, those memories together with the person so important to you..a recollection of every movement you made with her. Be it as standard as in a style of a march, or as expressive as fortissimo, or as low profiled as pianissimo, as unprepared as semiquavers, or as solemn as a piano sonata, or as happy as Friska, or as romantic like Liszt or Chopin, or as unforgettable like fireworks, like finale in a Concerto, those memories somehow make your heart ache because you know that now you are left with ONLY memories and you don’t know what the future gives, you don’t know whether you’re going to meet your friend once again ever in your whole life or not. It is just .. fate I guess? I can’t live just on the memories and it is so difficult to forget, I don’t know what my music will be if I play it without you sitting beside me. I guess parting is a process everyone goes through in life and people handles their feelings toward it differently. To me, I find it so difficult to put down and let go. I know time may heal and as time passes, everything will be a thing of the past and you will look forward to the future, but it is the thought of not able to relive past memories , thought of not being able to see your love ever again in life makes me simply helpless, scared and sad. Sometimes crying makes me feel better but it is the feeling of being scared that shits me up. I feel so scared of it. I even went to great extents to fool myself that it is not going to happen, I avoided it. But fear has found me. I don’t know what life will be without you because that sentimental value was once my motivation and inspiration in life. I will learn to embrace life like how you did .. but without you this time. I don’t care what is going to happen in the future, but I really cherished everything in the past few years and I want to thank you for me so influential in my life. If not for you, I think I wouldn’t become of who I am today. I know there will be times when I will rewalk those paths alone, but im sure one day we will meet again. <3 Saturday, January 1, 2011 
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Friday, December 24, 2010
haha its christmas eve. Love the lights and love the ambience. to be a pianist, you use your fingers. But to be a true pianist, you use your mind. Tuesday, December 21, 2010                       So this was Japan '10. :D Merry Christmas fellas ^^ Wednesday, December 8, 2010  Nike Zoom air.I've figured out that I won't change for the sake of changing. At this stage i thought i need to take care of what is meaningful to me so that i can see myself as a whole new person in the mirror , but is it worthwhile? I won't forget people who are so dear to me because i really appreciate everything. i Just hope that i am able to live my life in more depth, because you can't control other person's oppotunities, but you can grasp your own. Monday, December 6, 2010  I got a new pick up it's the Nike Sb's which are the Kevlar's special edition nike dunk skateboards ^^ it's a beautiful shoe and features new bulk material all over the shoe as well as a zoom air bag at the heel, hit it up on my facebook! Sometimes i wonder what happens when you realize your dream, will you feel contented or will that empty feeling grow on you again? It will always remain true and beautiful and that makes you puttin' in some serious effort to step closer, but the more you are going to reach it, step inside that world, the further it goes away from you and transform you into a boy lost in the middle of Wall street, being invisible to the onlookers. Funny thing is, the more disappointed you feel, the more you think that it is unjustified and you fight for yourself. But what gives? is it the pure sincerity that sources from your blood? or the want to surpass yourself and prove yourself to the others? Everyone's in your life for a reason and a purpose, each and everybody is there to give you a hint, praise you, critisize you, sympathize you and even give you inspirations and motivations. But what really gives? Yourself? or the others? Wednesday, November 24, 2010  Haven't really blog for a long long time! haha just like 24 seconds on the shotclock, i'm making good use of every single one of the 24 hours i have to build up on my confidence and self esteem.i realized that you'll lose yourself when you don't have any goals in mind, especially at times where everyone's going ahead of you. And the most scary part of it is that you'll even neglect people's love for you and that's unfair. To me the trick of regaining your own status is to work on your strengths and what makes you feel good. Because no one in the world is perfect, there will always be people better than you, or be worst than you. At the same time there is no exact definition to 'what is better' because although other people may be better than you in an aspect, but hey check this out, i've a trick up my sleeve than you can't do it. That's my point, Kobe bryant represents basketball, but he doesn't have the brains of Mark Zuckerberg. Damn it, i realized that sometimes i can't rely on other people. Not that i don't want, but sometimes is i can't. I thought relying on the others could give you results that depending on yourself can't give you. But it doesn't work. When you have 3.0 seconds left on the shotclock and you have possession, will you go for the game winning shot or look for a pass? See, this is a matter of trust. Go figure (; Sunday, November 7, 2010  I missed you every single day. i missed how you prepared breakfast, lunch, dinner for me i missed how you spoke up for me i missed how you bathed me i missed how much you love me i missed how you held my hand i missed how warm your hug was i missed how selfless you are i missed how sacrificial you are i missed how nomal you wanna be and how extraordinary you wanted me to be i missed how you stood by me i missed how you accompanied me though the darkess nights i missed how you consoled me over the phone i missed how elated you were on seeing me i missed how sad you were when we separated for the last time. As much as i want to go back to the past, i want you to come back i know what ever i do now is fertile, i know our memories was your legacy for me i feel helpless and senseless without you, still but i know i can pass your love down i miss you every single day for the year Although i put on a strong front, my heart is breaking down i know you will always love me i miss you. i always will. Monday, October 25, 2010  Haven really updated in a long time yeah?hahah i think i have a new commitment in life. It feels like you're returning to your parent's warm hug and that arterial burst of love just flows like rain. Oh man, i really don't know what to say because i don't know how to express that feeling out from your heart totally, like you can really only experience it from your heart and no one can share that feeling with you. LOL i sound like i'm talking in rhymes but ohwell, school's coming to an end and i think this year has been really great for me, be it academically or aesthetically. I did what i should and i earned what i deserved. times where we shared happiness together, shared laughter or maybe even world depression, but we still made it till the end. I really put a lot of effort and thoughts into my life to make it "perfect" so that i will leave no regrets. Haha actually many of the times, i rather have courage to commit a mistake than not doing it at all. I think its just a matter of whether you want your life to be colourful or not because be it good or bad, all these parts and parcel make up our memories and its all those little areas of imperfectness that make everything seem perfect. I realized that i had a lot a lot of chances previously, to try out new stuffs, but i didn't have the courage to attempt. But at least for now i know that as long as i live life meaningfully and walk the correct path, i can still watch the fireworks at the end (: Wednesday, October 13, 2010 People just don't get to see what happens in the Backstage, they can't see all the efforts you put in and all of your thoughts. They don't understand a single bit, and all they do is present you with criticism that brings you to nowhere. Monday, October 11, 2010  yeah Looks like the stress-free days are finally back huh ^^Haha the past 2 months was really crazy for me. Every single second was perseverance, determination, self discipline and all that. There were times i wanted to give up, i felt so helpless and i thought i couldn't take it anymore haha. But then, i looked at myself and i thought of the consequences, and all the "what ifs" and " Could have" and "should haves" haha, i don't wanna leave any regrets for myself and i told myself that i wouldn't be beaten so easily. I don't know man, maybe this is my character. The more difficult things can get, the more i wanna prove myself and the more i want to prove the others wrong. Till the end, everyone's on the same starting line and i'm not the only one alone! haha thats my call, that's everyone's call. Don't ask me where i get this optimism from, since we can't change the world, we simply change ourselves. Man, i don't know what uncertainities lie infront of me, senior high sounds fun but real hectic and maybe its time for a change, to make my world a better place, to accommodate for my own shortcomings as well as the others' shortcomings. haha what ever that happens, my faith goes on. Stay safe everyone! <3 Saturday, October 9, 2010  Nike Shoe boxes <3 i wonder when will it reach the ceiling! :D THat's some crazy beatboxing. classic <3 Friday, October 8, 2010 
There comes to a point when you miss someone so much, you hear their voices echoing in your mind, you see their faces with a smile at every single second. You saw them in your dreams and wished it was an eternity. You wished that tears could flow to cover up for your awkwardness, your nostalgia. And then go back to the happy times, the world that only belonged to us. <3  YES EOYS ARE OVER!Omg the last 2 months was as hell as really hell and i don't even dare to think about it man. Its really a lot of self discipline. I went home directly after school and then studied non stop till 12am without taking any breaks. Serious. haha i think the papers were quite okay, at least i ended up this hella period of time on a good note:D Urgh, i don't wanna think about anything else, i was so deprived haha. I guess its a good time for lots and lots of basketball and lots of lots of music :D Sunday, September 12, 2010 Mugger's back. Haha have been working hard lately, i'm giving EOY everything i've got.
 Surname + Kobe Bryant's signature :D
 Haha sorry for the lag! these were from the aerodynamics workshop which i attended last week, for YDSP's aerodynamics module. Its seriously too good to be true i guess, really an experience where i felt that my dream has come true, going one step closer to aerodynamics and building my own aircraft from pure wood. Haha and the most memorable thing was that it could really glide. Man, that does come easy! haha i sawed and sanded the wing down so much to give it an airfoil and streamlined shape :D
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 Like what kobe Bryant wore in match :D haha this is respect <3>On a side note, Open Microsoft Word and do the following (TRY THIS FOR REAL) 1. Type in capitals Q33 NY. This is the flight number of the first plane to hit one of the Twin Towers. 2. Highlight the Q33 NY 3. Change the font size to 48. 4. Change the actual font to the WINGDINGS 1. See for yourself. Sunday, August 29, 2010  Haha Beautiful shine on the clouds during sunset! Haha East Coast Park BBQ. My Playoff 4s & purple laces.Damn it, i flipped my Calender and there's like 30 more days left to exams. I'm really tired and exhausted both mentally and physically. Right now the only motivation that gets me back on my feet is that sense of achievement when i finish studying a topic or so. Haha its like becoming a routine and habbit now. The first thing i do after i woke up is to put a note in my phone of what i'm gonna complete that day: Study Bio 2 topics Chiong Physics EMI+ Force on carrying conductor Chiong whole of Organic Chem Practice Maths Area under the curve and TRIGO etc... I'm getting just more and more tired. I just don't have time. Althought i put 95% of my day into Studying, but sometimes in the middle i get so cramped up that i feel like just giving up and done it through. Its always that overcome-yourself mindset that puts me back on work. Now i really really really really cherish fridays alot man. Because friday is the only day that i can totally relax and loosen out, not rushed for time, not having any burdens to burge me. Thats actually the only time i can really take a good look of myself in the mirror and enjoy a good game of basketball. It doesn't matter anymore if my field goals are 0/10 or i give all airballs. I dont care, as long as i get to take a break and enjoy the wind at the court i'm more than satisfied. Arghh i just so tired T.T I just hope everything turns out fine and everyone's good. Nothing beats being at ease man ): Friday, August 27, 2010  ~Year 2 ): Haha i looked so noob omg, with my converse all-star originals (:
 My fav :D My passion for piano has never been so great before. I actually only realised this year that this instument's gonna stay with my for life. I'm sure that i want a life filled with music, because music is powerful, it can make peace, it can heal, it is meaningful and it represents.
 Aerodynamics <3>Young Defence Scientist Program. Actually, i'm still grateful to Agnes (in picture) for giving me this oppotunity haha, i remembered i went for the Quantum Mechanics interview, and i dont know why i actually talked about aerodynamics in that interview and then Agnes was informed by the 2 interviewers that i'm more apt for other fields, and so, i have aerodynamics. I'm a huge fan of flying man, i don't know the reason why but it just captures my heart. i can't say for sure what implications it will have on my future, but right now i'm going to make use of all this knowledge that teaches me on something i love, to create a chance for myself (:
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